The World As I Know It....

Is totally upsidedown. I love EM. I have always loved EM. And its what I want to do. But.... who knew it? I love family medicine just as much. Enough to switch. Or add. I'm not sure. There are apparently 2 Fam Med/EM dual residency programs. One in Louisiana and one in Delaware. Delaware? Ugh. I'm looking into them. I'm so excited! The last 3 weeks have been BLISS! TONS of procedures. Small rural town. Nice people. OMG. I am so excited about work that I hate the weekends. Seriously. I swear.

Best 2 Days Of Med School Thus Far

I almost didn't write about it because I didn't want to jinx myself... but my first two days in family medicine may have been the best 2 days I've had in medicine thus far. In 2 days I saw 60+ patients. No lie. Me and my attending. Fast paced. Rural. Tons of cool stuff to see. I get to see my own patients. No residents. Its awesome.

Side story... I'm seeing a patient in a room, my attending knocks on the door, and he's like "Can you run in those shoes?" We ended up hauling ass across a huge field to the make it to the hospital to catch a baby from a section.

Incidentally, it also doesn't suck that my attending is 32, single, and uber hot.

Second thoughts....

So I'm having MAJOR doubts about moving. Might call the whole thing off. Yes, one neighbor sucks... but I really hate to leave my place. It's perfect y'all. And if you knew how hard it is to find a "perfect" place here. Ugh. Until I sign a lease aren't I legally entitled to my deposit back?


Update! Got my deposit back. Staying put for now.